Hi there, I have an update from our court date, it is good news, not exactly the news I was hoping for, but it is good and we are thankful. We have a new court date, June 8th. The boys mother showed up late to court. There was a "positive opinion" rendered, which means, we passed, but not officially. I am at peace with His timing, I really am. I ask you to PRAISE HIM with us today for this good news and answer to our prayers that will be official on June 8th. Thank you, for your love, your support, and most of all for your prayers and petition to our LORD on our families behalf.
When I called my mom to tell her this update, the Holy Spirit broke through my guarded heart and and I broke and listened to HIM. I am so overwhelmed by the Lords compassion and love for me, HIS daughter. I love how protective of my heart He is. I truly believe He blessed me with this "positive opinion" because He wants my full trust, my full obedience, and all of my faith in Him alone. He is finishing a work He has begun in me. I am humbled by HIS love and grace. He loves me so much, He chose to complete His work in me and my heart before He trusts me with more of His work. My Father knew that I am weak and could not have accepted a 'not pass' judgement. With so much love and compassion, that I am not deserving of, He personally gave me the assurance of His promise to answer my hearts desire. Please pray for me to be, "clay in His hands", that I will be sweet music to His ears alone and my heart and my will be yielded to Him alone.
This song from Casting Crowns, Who am I, keeps playing in my mind. "Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth would care to know my name, would care to know my hurt, Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin, would look on me with love and watch me rise again, Who am I . . . I am HIS!